{"id":302,"date":"2011-08-10T09:27:51","date_gmt":"2011-08-10T17:27:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blatner.com\/adam\/blog\/?p=302"},"modified":"2011-08-10T09:27:51","modified_gmt":"2011-08-10T17:27:51","slug":"who-am-i","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blatner.com\/adam\/blog\/?p=302","title":{"rendered":"Who Am I?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have a very diversified portfolio of roles. I\u2019m thinking of reorganizing my website to reflect this, because there is a gradual decline in the degrees of investment of time and energy given to the more professional roles and a gradual increase in the levels of activity in more playful and life-savoring roles. At present my website seems to imply that I am primarily involved in my roles as professional, psychiatrist, psychotherapist, psychodramatist. These are valid roles, but they\u2019re drifting off center stage. Moving towards center stage are several characters\u2014philosopher, play-promoter, imagination-ologist, master (or at least pretty good-er) of confabulation, with an admixture of involvements in dancing, singing, cartooning, reading, lecturing on various non-professional topics, and so forth. <\/p>\n<p>\u201cWho am I?\u201d becomes increasingly a will-o\u2019-the-wisp and a non-question. Walt Whitman expressed my situation in his long poem, Song of Myself, section 51: Do I contradict myself? Very well then I contradict myself! (I am large, I contain multitudes.) <\/p>\n<p>Sometimes I want to be known and recognized in my more scholarly and professional roles! Yes, I earned many degrees and certifications, I speak with authority! But at other times I want to take of the Herr Professor-Doctor hat and put on a gimme cap and just be this guy, y\u2019know? I\u2019m just foolin\u2019 around in this other self. Sometimes I\u2019m helper-around-the-house and sometimes part-of-the-gang. Sometimes Pop and sometimes Grandpopala and sometimes \u201cMy pet\u201d in the eyes of my mid-90s mother-in-law. So many roles get put on and taken off like a kid at a trunk-full of dress-up hats and clothes! Within all these I do try to weave the continuity of love and joy, gentleness and kindness, light-heartedness and compassion. It\u2019s a fun game\u2014individuation and integration.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have a very diversified portfolio of roles. I\u2019m thinking of reorganizing my website to reflect this, because there is a gradual decline in the degrees of investment of time and energy given to the more professional roles and a gradual increase in the levels of activity in more playful and life-savoring roles. At present [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[24,14,15],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-302","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-autobiographical","category-foolin","category-favoritethings"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blatner.com\/adam\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/302"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blatner.com\/adam\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blatner.com\/adam\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blatner.com\/adam\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blatner.com\/adam\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=302"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blatner.com\/adam\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/302\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blatner.com\/adam\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=302"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blatner.com\/adam\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=302"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blatner.com\/adam\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=302"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}