{"id":2690,"date":"2017-11-19T19:08:54","date_gmt":"2017-11-20T03:08:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blatner.com\/adam\/blog\/?p=2690"},"modified":"2017-11-19T19:08:54","modified_gmt":"2017-11-20T03:08:54","slug":"losing-it-a-little","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blatner.com\/adam\/blog\/?p=2690","title":{"rendered":"Losing It a Little"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I\u2019m still pretty sharp and productive, but my kids notice that sometimes I repeat myself. But I have been consciously making choices about not paying as much attention to conversations. When I start to lose interest I allow myself to drift into my own thoughts. (I learned this morning that Winston Churchill did the same!) A part of this is not hearing as well, but mainly I am choosing not to be as alert to what&#8217;s going on around me. It is delightful to rest into a place where I am not pushing myself to be on top of everything.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve considered cognitive testing but I know the field: Minor defects could be cause for really expensive medicines, and I don&#8217;t feel there are things that I want to do that I can&#8217;t. I love my writing and thinking and talking with Allee about many topics that interest me. This is a great time in my life: I&#8217;m getting old and so is she and we are enjoying slowing down, narrowing our focus to what nourishes us and simplifying our lives to the pleasures of day-to-day retirement. All in all I&#8217;ve never felt so relaxed and safe to be me with my shift toward more artsy-ness and comfortable with my Asperger&#8217;s qualities.   <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I\u2019m still pretty sharp and productive, but my kids notice that sometimes I repeat myself. But I have been consciously making choices about not paying as much attention to conversations. When I start to lose interest I allow myself to drift into my own thoughts. (I learned this morning that Winston Churchill did the same!) [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[24,6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2690","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-autobiographical","category-wisdom-ing"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blatner.com\/adam\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2690"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blatner.com\/adam\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blatner.com\/adam\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blatner.com\/adam\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blatner.com\/adam\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2690"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/blatner.com\/adam\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2690\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2691,"href":"https:\/\/blatner.com\/adam\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2690\/revisions\/2691"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blatner.com\/adam\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2690"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blatner.com\/adam\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2690"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blatner.com\/adam\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2690"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}